beesmygod:

the problem with having a story you’ve developed for years and hold close to your heart is that you usually come up with it when you’re 13 and think you’re going to be a famous manga-ka so even if you slowly and surely shave off the awful bits of the narrative and cut bad…

So. Much. GPOY

Magik? is fucking AWFUL, yet I can’t abandon it. I just … I can’t even think about putting the characters in a different story. It hurts. I’m so terrible, but I can’t help it.

So, I was browsing Archive of our own instead of doing homework like a good student, and came across fics for Tamora Pierce’s Circle of Magic series.

Aaand 90% of the stories pair up the kids in one way or another with each other.

T:

I understand writing about your own interpretation, and fanfic exists specifically for you to be able to write about what you see as possible in the world, but … it’s stated over and over and over again that none of the four main kids could ever be in relationships with each other because they feel too close. All of them feel like it would be incestuous to be with one another, because they’re that close due to how they grew up together and the spell that binds them.

IDK. That just bothered me a little. I’m sure it’s written well and plausibly, but bluh.

keep-calm-and-call-batman:

Awesome Young Avengers fics make me want to write everything ever, but I need to go to bed. I feel so spastic lately. I can’t concentrate on ANYTHING, it feels like.

I want to write that crossover for Julie, but I just came across a Tommy/X-men crossover that makes anything I could ever write pale in comparison. HRGH. Oh, fiction. Why do you both discourage me forever and make me want to write. HOW DOES THIS DICHOTOMY EVEN EXIST. ;_;

minumi-chan:

A/N: This was inspired by a couple of conversations with friends, as well as this fabulous commentary by pistolwhippinzombies where it was discussed that perhaps in the Cube, Teddy had had to watch Billy be tortured before we see the story pick up with him passed out on panel and Billy watching. I was intrigued by that thought.

 

I also wanted to explore the aftermath of this event because we see absolutely nothing of how this ended up affecting them on panel. I cried really hard when I read this arc the first time, and by that I mean all out bawling, not just because how emotionally intense that torture scene was but for several other conflicting reasons.  

 

I know Heinberg didn’t write this story arc of the Civil War, and I’m glad because I’m not even actually fond of this arc other than the cute bonding time with the Runaways, and here’s why: out of a dozen characters to choose to torture, the author decided to pick the four specific characters that were openly gay.

 

That is not cool, I don’t care how you spin it. Fucking no. I was really very fucking upset by this, and that’s part of the reason I cried so hard. You do not win a subtlety award Mr. Asshole-author-you-suck-so-bad-I-don’t-even-feel-like-giving-you-enough-recognition-to-look-up-your-name. And to the editor that let that be published? I’m giving you the stink-eye too, whoever the fuck you are.

 

So this is published, and then what? Nothing. We see nothing. If you are going to allow four kids to get the fuck tortured out of them, then at least have it affect them, have it be a part of some kind of character building experience. Nope, it’s like it never fucking happened. UNACCEPTABLE.

 

… . Sorry.  (>.>);;

*kicks soap box away*  

 

 

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Say it enough and I’ll believe you …

 

30 Quills Challenge: #4~ In a world without words

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It was the sobs that penetrated his subconscious first, the sound bringing with it dark memories he did his best to suppress in the daylight hours. Somehow the thin sheets of the pallet they shared had twisted around them with Billy’s thrashing. He shook off the last of his sleepiness and pulled the tangled mess away from them. The fabric of Billy’s shirt was damp with sweat where he gripped his shoulder to give it a light shake.

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WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. ;_; THIS is the kind of fic I always wanted to write about them, THIS is the kind of thing I’d always wanted to see! GDI this is my fucking headcanon, and it’s like you went into my head and took it and put it down on paper. Well, on screen. Anyway.

God. ;_; All the little details, like Billy’s infection and how Teddy must’ve SEEN when they put in his ear restraint things, and and and BABIES. ;_; Oh my god. This is what I felt after reading that arc, but could never put into words. HRGGGGGGH.This is why you are a fantastic writer. You have the power to go after these things and find the gritty, painful details that make this real. This is fantastic.

I’m massively disappointed at Marvel for never having explored any of this. And for having this happen only to the openly gay characters in the first place. T:

So, it’s come to my attention that Yamachi could really use some help. More information can be found in this post, but the basic fact is that this person and her parents could really use a little help right now.

Kaciart (an amazing, fantastic artist) is offering a bid on some fanarts in order to help, but I thought I’d give it a shot too (and I’m also donating.

To be honest, I know what it’s like to live paycheck to paycheck; there were many times my parents had to go hungry so that my brother and I could eat, and it kills me to see this happening to this person and her parents. I know there are so many other people out there in worse circumstances, but … this is someone visible, accessible, that we can help. I can’t not try to do something.

I’m not putting a price on anything, but I recommend donations of at least $3-5, more for longer or more detailed things, and I’ll like confirmation of your payment before I start working. At this point, every little bit helps. Please. Even a few dollars is money they would not have had to go toward food. Every little bit counts.

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Here’s what I’ll be offering:

Art

• Fanart
• Original Character art
• (Preferably only two characters)
• No/minimal background
• Yaoi/Yuri/Het, tasteful nude at most
• Possibly a mini-comic of 5-10 pages; we can work out the price for that.

Fiction

• Fanfiction (preferably around 10-15 pages at most, but that can be negotiated)
• Preferably of Young Avengers, Doctor Who, or some other fandom I’m decently familiar with. We can work that out.
• Preferably no smut, although romantic fiction is okay.
• Original Stories
• Any other fiction-related thing you can think of.

Donations will all have to go through Paypal, so you’ll have to contact Yamachi directly for her Paypal address. Please talk to me first so we can work out what I’ll be doing.

sociallyunacceptableart:

• http://weaboostories.tumblr.com/
• http://fuckyeahterribleocs.tumblr.com/
• http://fuckyeahterriblelineart.tumblr.com/
• http://omgpleasestopcosplaying.tumblr.com/
• http://fucknodeviantart.tumblr.com/
• http://terribleneopetsscreenies.tumblr.com/
• http://fuckyeahshittybaseart.tumblr.com/
• http://fuckyeahshittydaart.tumblr.com/
• http://fuckyeahfuraffinity.tumblr.com/
• http://fyeahterribleart.tumblr.com/

Guys.

I have spent a ridiculous amount of time on these blogs, and have come away with a saddening revelation: the art I used to post, and the person I used to be, belong on many of them.

And the happy news is that I am no longer that person, so I feel better now. :>

johnyswash:

random-shoes:

authenticbiatch:

I did. Not once, but a zillion times.

I actually just recently finished them. The series is now on my wish list so I can read them all over again.

 Oh god yes. Several dozen times.

Oh yes. I actually haven’t read the last one more than once, because I had to go to college and lost all my free time shortly after. But hell yes. <3

codenamecheshire:

beatrixshrugged:

jeric-kripke:

winchesterlicious:

thegestianpoet:

jiptravolta:

thegestianpoet:

Yeah, those kind of fics. YOU KNOW YOU READ THEM. WE ALL READ THEM. WHAT PAIRING WAS IT, TUMBLR?

… Gerard Way / his therapist

ok i’m sorry…

RikuxSora.

Does this come as a surprise to ANYONE, ANYWHERE?

johnyswash:

Every day.

All my creys.

I never thought I’d find anything that made Twilight look good.

But.

My Immortal.

Holy fucking shit my BRAIN is bleeding.

I am an English major. What is this I don’t even

BRB READING AWESOME BILLY-TEDDY FANFIC TO MAKE UP FOR THIS SHIT OH MY FUCKING GOD